When I think about this I marvel at his unbounded love and the loyalty he showed to me when I neither loved him nor was loyal to him, and then I wonder, “how can I ever pay that back?

But it goes beyond this, because then I think about how his son came down to earth in the form of a man to be rejected, tortured, and murdered for our sins, taking on the punishment we deserved and again I ask, “how can I repay my debt?”